Hmm...again. Thanks for the vote of confidence in my presentation. Somehow, i didn't do that well, but oh well, take it as a practise. I knew that when i start off presenting in a hurry, the result will be disastrous.

Just like competing in the wushu competition, if you start off your moves in a hurry, that's it. You're fucked...cause it seems nervousness. As you become nervous, your mind start to blank out, and then you just hope to get out of the situation fast, thus you go on faster and faster. Natural human instinct, but i would like to test my capability in being able to think and act soundly in time of crisis, or nervousness. Haha.

Glad that tech comm is over. Now i can focus on my main modules le...

MONday.

Today, moodless. Even though it's a public holiday, I'm feeling the monday blues. Why? I seems to be worrying over tomorrow's presentation. First off, men pride and face again, i'm sure i don't want to "chu chou". Stupid me. WHy can't i just let go of it, after all, everyone is a human and we aren't perfect and do make mistakes at times. 2nd, our team decides to wear formal even though our lecturer email us saying smart casual will do. Oh well, for me, i prefer smart casual but since formal wear has been decided, i'll have to go with it.

Thanks to those who gave me the encouragement for my presentation tomorrow. I appreciate it and thanks again. =)

Logging off...

SATurday.

Woke up at 12pm. Then went over to yaode's house to chat with his pa and ma. Then went over to wushu. We were quite late, end up buying take-away, and start training damn late. We are starting to organise the performance shows for this coming anniversary of our wushu club. Should be 26th if i'm not wrong. Shifu is putting Raymond shi xiong, Alvin and me in charge of planning the whole thing out. It can be done, but what i'm afraid of was information be fed at the last minute. It has been an existing problem since the many anniversary i had attended.

On the way back home after training, received a text message. Happy birthday greeting 0.o. It was nice that my birthday is being notice, just that it was in the wrong month. The Valus contact list shows the wrong month for the birthday. It should be in November instead. Haha. The sender got tease by me when i got back home.


SUNday.

Stay at home all day. Studied digital electronics and tried to rehearse on my presentation this tues. I remembered that I buang my rehearsal last fri and i was like I gonna buang it again on the actual day. Damn. Ask me go stage perform my wushu things, no problem. Ask me go present stuff and talk...GOT problem. Zzz. Better do my best no matter what. I kinda like mian zi nowadays. ZzZ. We men and our face plus pride. ZzZzzZ...

Evening, met AL and wash his car. You think washing a car is easy, try washing it on your own. Even with 2 of us, we find it a tough job. Luckily the environment was cooling, if not, we would have sweat a lot. Not a bad first-hand experience. Imagine owning a car on my own in the future, washing it single-handly...tough...

Tomorrow is MONday. Monday blues? Not this week. Haha. Tomorrow's a public holiday. So tuesday blues will happen. Nothing much to say liao. Think i go look at my presentation stuff again. Cya...~

Finally, 2 tests finish. Gone fuck or not, I don't know. Here are the recent results.

Data structure quiz 1: 5/20
Digital Electronics: Grade F*** >.<
Circuit Analysis: 14/20
Basic Engineering Maths: 9/10

Well, 1 last thing to handle. Tech comm presentation. ZzZ.. Get it over and done with. That's all i can say.

Nothing much happen for these few days so nothing to say. Lol...

Log off...

Ok. 10 minutes for blog entry, then i go read up on my physics.

Firstly, school work. Well, report has been done, and I'm left with the presentation which will be next week tuesday. Well, fuck it, get it over and done with. Tues and Wed, comes physics and data structure tests respectively. No matter what it is, i wanna excel for physics by attempting to score a 100, as well as for data. Just sad that i failed 2 easy tests (Digital electronics and data structure quiz 1) and people like my best friend Alvin has been asking me what the fuck am I doing. Well, picking myself up. 3 weeks to exams. Jia YOU!!

Hmm, after the tests, settle the presentation then start to finish up tutorials which i have not done so, and also, to start mugging for the coming exams. These will be my plans.

Mon, tues, wed, thurs, fri, nothing much to talk about. School days. Wake up, go school, come back, settle tasks, sleep, same routine next day.

Saturday's wushu training. Shi xiong wants to start researching on "jie zou gan" for our quan. His girlfriend will be helping out with this and chu hui has the honour to try out the new training programme set up. Well, for me, I'll focus on the physical aspects of the training program when the rest of the members come back from training from their o/a levels.

Had quite a nice chat with yao de on our way to wushu. Like me, he's interested in cars and military equipment and we just can't seem to stop talking about it. Haha. Suddenly realise that if university got the course on degree in automotive engineering, i might have land myself there. Haha, well, never mind, i'm stuck with EEE (Electrical and Electronic Engineering), so i can continue dreaming.

Sunday, all work and little play. Studied data structure, settle draft of powerpoint slides. That's all about my sunday.

Ok, 10 mins up. Gotta do study my physics. Will blog again...soon~~~~~~~~....

Haha, finally done with all the e-learning videos. Left with these stuff to complete.

-Tech Comm report(if there is any)
-Tech Comm presentation(can start planning)
-Tutorials (As usual)
-Study for physics test

Thurs was stay at home day. Watch lecture videos.

Friday, went out in the evening for the oktoberfest dinner held at fort canning.
Met Wingki, Yongfu, Wanting & her friends at JE. Went there by MRT. I find that i don't normally click much with people whom i see for the 1st time. It has been a problem since i came to uni? Maybe. Guess after all, I'm not that extrovert when I'm in front of people who i don't know. Well, tried to solve the problem, but, found out that the problem lies in the fact that i can't find something to talk about. Especially when talking to the females. Males talk, as usual. Firstly, ask about what course, what school, what poly/jc, then to the army stuff and the whole conversation will be about army life. That's how we guys click.

Reach Dhoby Ghaut MRT station and meet the rest of the gang. Had to do some navigation to reach the location, Fort Gate. Go in, talk cock and wait for food. Food arrives, and I thought I am hungry. After taking a look at the food, i seems to feel bloated. Odd...damn odd. Maybe i'm not used to the food.

Well, its's not bad that i get to take a look at one of Germany's festival. The Oktoberfest, where tons of beer have been drunk, with good food to come along too. The music provided is all cheerful music. Just make me realise that i seems to have a liking to chinese music which presents emo feeling. Another finding is that those chinese songs that topped teh charts are emo ones. That is what i felt.

Alcoholic drinks. Hmm, I don't think I'm allegic, it's more of like the alcoholic effect seems to activate faster. I did want to drink more, in an attempt to eh...improve my "jiu liang". But when i realise my head starts to hurt, and my oesophagus felt funny, i think it's time to put a pause to it. Maybe i'll try drinking when i have the time to spare. It will be at night though.

After the dinner, a few of the guys went kbox. I felt like going, but...zzz. I need to update information on my report so well, no choice, gotta go off.

Saturday morning, spent it all on the report. Afternoon, e-learning. Evening, wushu. Same lousy attendance. Same routine. Quiet training. Guess i'm starting to get used to this. The last time we ever had a noisy training session, was last year december? Haha...yeah. Well, hope to see the guys back in november.

Nothing else to write liao...so...i'll stop here...=D

Hmm...finally finished up some assignments and stuff i have to do. Well, next step, study physics, finish up my tutorials and help out in the compilation of tech comm report if my help is ever needed.

This week is e-learning week, thus I'm not required to go to school for lectures, but i still have to be present for tutorials and lab. Well, i plan out what to do on thurs and fri le, to settle the e-learning, and if best, complete a least 2 modules of tutorials before weekend arrives. Whether it can be done, well, it's up to me. Haha. Enough about school stuff. Now onto others.

My good friend, although patch back with his gf, got himself a breakup again. I feel sad for him. He love the girl a lot. Well, i hope my friend's wound heals fast, and may he be in the dating game after this sad experience.

To my buddy, stay happy and turn away from unhappy scenarios. Time is needed to heal, be patient. ;)

Yesterday night, a fire broke out at the void deck of my block. All of us were force to evacuate for safety in case the fire spread upwards. Apparently, there are rumours that some irresponsible bastard threw a cigarette butt in the green colour thrash car located near the letter box. The fire spread and what's worse is that wires of the main power supply(i think) were burned up, the next thing will be there is no electricity. Bad news for me as i'm halfway through studying for my mathematics test the next day. End up, using my trusty torchlight(dated back from army days), shine at my notes and study. It was lucky that the fire was contained at the ground floor and we all return to our homes 1 hour after the fire broke out.

I tried my best to study though i wasn't in the mood. I'm still feeling the adrenaline rush and i couldn't focus properly. End up sleeping at 2am.

Well, these are the happenings for these 3 days. I'll stop here for today...will update the blog again...soon...haha

Friday...finally. 3 quizzes have pass. I'm still left with maths, physics and data structure part II quizzes. So far, I think i have flung my digital electronics. Though i studied for circuit analysis, i'm not confident in scoring points, but no matter what the result of my circuit analysis quiz is, i am happy. I am happy that i studied for it and understand circuit analysis better. Well, i'll be focusing on maths this weekend.

Highlights of this week. A case of a close friend who nearly, permanently broke off with his gf. Hmm, problem i guess is he didn't give the gf space to breath, starting to suffocate her, and starting to make her bored of the guy. Besides that, girl herself got some issues. Well, everything went well after AL talk to the close friend's gf.

Hmm, well, this friend didn't take the temporary break-up lightly. Talk about many negatives stuff including suicide. I wonder is this the dark side of love, whereby it simply torture your inner self to no end. I never experience this before and I don't know how great it affects a person's mood and thinking.

Another thought came by. I used to think 16 years old is a good time to start relationship. After my friend's case, I decided that perhaps, 19, 20 years old is the better age as individuals will have a more matured thinking, and a matured mindset to solve relationship issues.

Hmm...nothing to write liao...i'll stop here...