Hmm...in the end, kena 3 extra duties. So? Whatever. Guess i didn't manage to score a perfect record of no punishment. Serve And Fuck-off. That's what majority of NSf say.

Gone through ord parade, ord dinner and then the BIG day came whereby i will collect my pink IC. 1 year 10 months of national service (full-time)life is over. The bonds i made over at my unit will never be forgetten. The laughter, the agony of training, the pain. As i make my way out of camp. Memories from the start of NSf life to the day i ord start flowing into my mind. It sure was one of the enriching and erm painful path that i gone through.

I hope the experience i gain from NSf will help me in my future endeavors. Once a spartan, always a spartan. WOO-HAH!

Now, about uni life. Week 1 just flies through. I thought that for some modules, i understand what the lecturer was talking about. But in the end, i was proven wrong. I spent 2 hours doing tutorial like basic engineering maths and circuit analysis, and i only got 1 question correct, the rest was wrong...wroNG WRONG!!

Either my brain is really rusty, or perhaps i'm not up to this level yet, or perhaps the answers given to the questions by the lecturer is wrong (which is highl;y unlikely). Nevertheless, it sure is demoralising.

Lots of thoughts came to my mind even since i went through uni. I used to think whether i can make it through uni with at least 2nd upper class honours. Now...i am thinking whether i can survive my uni first sem! Week 1, still early, but i'm not going to let my guard down. The earlier things get solve, the better it is. The more i snowball, the more shit i will get.

Whatever it is, I think i need help.......


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