I shall blog about this...

Shishu, told me that when Raymond shi xiong is around, he control the entire wushu group quite well, making them do warm-ups, ji ben and bian da quan, and then asking them to practice. He also make sure that we are not slacking.

When Raymond shi xiong went off to thailand, it seems that it's AL and my turn to cover his "duties". Shishu said that, we didn't do well enough. Shifu, and the 2 shi shu gotta do much more things then before. In short, we kinda fucked up...I kinda fucked up.

In around 8 weeks time, i will be a section commander, under my charge, 6 men. or even more if i manage to be an instructor. Shishu relate my future duties for my nsf with wushu. It's roughly the same.

Well, shishu and i discuss and it seems to me that i need to have the initiative to start things, like warm-ups, ji ben and bian da quan, without shifu/shishu to tell me to do it. The discipline to restrict talking sessions, the discipline not to slack, the discipline to train hard, to lead by example. Lastly, the discipline to continue this type of routine in the future. Talking sessions can be done, before wushu, maybe gather for dinner and anyhow talk cock, or after wushu training, where talking sessions can begin.

Whatever it is, perhaps it's time to do something about it and make sure i stick to it. To make sure my friends train hard, i must lead by example to quit slacking, lessen the chatting session during training hours, and train hard. Perhaps this would motivate them to the talk less, train more during training hours, and ultimately, improve by leaps and bounds!!

(maybe i'm talking cock or whatever...will review it again when my mind is clear...)


2ndly...if you have the heart, the passion, the fire to do things, you'll do better at it. Realise that i did much better for jiu huan da dao and shuang dao yesterday...

Out again. Sure like civilian life. Had nights out on wed, and now, cause got gold for IPPT, got myself $200, a badge and a long weekend. If i were to run slower by 2 seconds, i would need to turn up at camp tomorrow morning for IPPT training. However, i still fail my SOC. Need to pass that one as soon as possible.

This long weekend is damn precious. Next week, i'll be confine cause of training schedule. Haiz. I will also need to go taiwan for training for 3 weeks. Well, slacking period is over, there will be lots of outfield trips from next week onwards.

Must enjoy my weekends well...

Friday 2/3/07

1st nights out since i join alpha company for the advance section leader course. Went to grandfather's house to ask him to help sew my corporal rank on my uniform. Then went home to bath and eat dinner with my dad,mum and sis. Alpha company seems to have the tendency of letting trainees book in at around 9 plus, unlike Hotel company.

Now, in alpha company, morale is super low again. Sianz-ness, depression is there and the thought of chao keng to get out of course is there.

Saturday 3/3/07

Bookout at 10.30pm. Went to grandfather's house at 2pm. Had dinner there. Then went home, pick up my wushu gear and went over to AMK. Only 3 person turn up for training today. Me, Sheila, Chu Hui. Only train on jiu huan da dao and shuang dao.

Just thinking of book-in makes me sianz. Infantry life is a sad life, as said by my friend who just ord. Maybe it's true. I see the 3rd sergeant, being trained hard for 21 weeks, end up doing the same thing as those soldiers who are lower ranked.