Friday 2/3/07

1st nights out since i join alpha company for the advance section leader course. Went to grandfather's house to ask him to help sew my corporal rank on my uniform. Then went home to bath and eat dinner with my dad,mum and sis. Alpha company seems to have the tendency of letting trainees book in at around 9 plus, unlike Hotel company.

Now, in alpha company, morale is super low again. Sianz-ness, depression is there and the thought of chao keng to get out of course is there.

Saturday 3/3/07

Bookout at 10.30pm. Went to grandfather's house at 2pm. Had dinner there. Then went home, pick up my wushu gear and went over to AMK. Only 3 person turn up for training today. Me, Sheila, Chu Hui. Only train on jiu huan da dao and shuang dao.

Just thinking of book-in makes me sianz. Infantry life is a sad life, as said by my friend who just ord. Maybe it's true. I see the 3rd sergeant, being trained hard for 21 weeks, end up doing the same thing as those soldiers who are lower ranked.