I activate my ord counter. 109 more days to ord. Whatever huh... First thing first, gotta look forward to may.

Yesterday was boring. Whole day, slack at home. Play PSP. Eat, play. Wanted to spend some money on gaming, but i realise my enthusiasm wasn't there either. Guess getting older, games don't seems to entertain me, rather...it's just to kill time, or in the case of rpg game, look at the story line. Guess without my friends, the day is as boring as ever.

Nighttime came, one after another friends came online. The boredom was cut short there. Chat here and there. Talk cock.

Today, again, i gotta book in, and do my job as a soldier. No doubt about it, my weekends are burned. No going out with friends, no going to wushu to train up. That's why i look forward to may, whereby i'll have more weekends( i guess...)

My feelings now? Fucked up. Never mind the blues, imaging working while having a runny nose. It sure sucks. Nevertheless, the job has to be done, so no choice i guess.

Around 2 more weeks to end of april. I'm getting worried about my future. No replies from the various universities which i send my applications to. I wonder, if i don't get into uni, would i really settle for SIAEC, look for alternative unis, or work part time and try applying uni all over again next year? Sheez...I don't know. My future seems uncertain for now. Whatever it is, i'll be waiting for a reply from the unis.

Ending entry here...

Sianz arr...book-in soon...>.<