My world kinda came crashing down...

Mr Chew, you are posted to SISPEC.

My world kinda came falling down. Maybe i expected it, maybe i ask for it. Either way, i'm considered combat fit, even if i choose command school or not, i got a damn high chance to kena chiong sua unit. Maybe i should have gambled and fail IPPT, like my friend, Qing Zhong, who did that and end up in air force tech. Everyday 8 to 5 with no stay in.

Maybe because i want my pride, and end up passing my IPPT and getting a silver. Alvin define PRIDE as this....--> People Rest I Do Extra. People also gave another meaning to SISPEC, which is Suffer in Silence Plus Extra Confinement.

If thinking positively, if everyone wanted to slack like me, SISPEC will seriously lack combat fit people. Another challenging step in life to conquer, so will I have what it takes to pass and complete the next challenge? At this moment, might not be up to it, but they will train me up for it.

Now can only pray that my instructors are good...nothing much i can do...

Well, enjoying the remaining block leave, wondering when will I have a enjoyable leave like that again...

(Seriously speaking, would kinda like to get to OCS, hearing people call you SIR more shuang or call you SERGEANT more shuang? Of course is SIR right? lol...)