Quite happy that i am graduating from the course, but it can be a bit sad as your bunk mates, platoon mates will lead a different road after we all know our next posting. But, I'm sure none of us will never forget the days of joy and sufferings we had inside BMT.

Anyway, yesterday, we book out in civilian clothing. Seems better than the usual Smart 4 as it doesn't attract too much attention. Had SOC test and i failed by 22 seconds. I come to realise that my bunk mates seems to improve leaps and bounds in their fitness, but I seems to like improve only a little. I ask myself why..........................maybe, it's a problem with my mindset while doing all the fitness things? One of my very best bunk-mates, he, from a failed timing of 2.4km run at the start of BMT, can run a timing of below 10 mins when near the end of BMT course. Many also improve by leaps and bounds.....so the 2nd question did pop up...am i useless....?

My best friend AL, did agree that no one can be good at everything, but come to think of it, what am i good at...For now, no answers for that...

If possible, i should continue training, even when i'm on block leave...

Went wushu last night...was feeling shag...well...end up joining in the warm-up and gave a bit of half-fucked attitude and nearly got fucked for it. Can see shi xiong isn't happy. Told myself after warm-up to take things seriously, as i'm on of the seniors and should set example and it wouldn't be nice to be remind of my attitude as I'm already 20 years old.

Appointed a job by Shi xiong, to be one of the instructors to the junior wushu team. Alvin, Xinge and Yaode are also part of the team. Not easy teaching them, firstly, i have to watch my language, or else i'll get killed by their parents. Secondly, lessons have to be interesting or else, they lost interest and are easily distracted. Thirdly, have to teach them with patience and a slow pace as they are kids.. What i can say is...it's a good experience...to do our best to teach them...

Didn't train much as i was shagged, only taught the young ones and focus on the duel moves with AL. Just need more training to be perfect. Should use the time on my block leave to train up. Maybe...maybe...get some who wanna train up more to meet me at AMK to train together.

Well...will stop here for now...