Just now gotta deal with some issues regarding my wushu club. Had an arguement with some JL and AL. Emotions ran high, took over rational thinking and results went catastrophic. Could it be the fault of msn conversation, that me and him always mistook each other words and turn out angry? This isn't the 1st time. And again, this is the 1st time both me and JL got so angry with each other. Ever since NS, my relations with JL ain't that smooth. Reminds me of how Mingli and Jacob has been during secondary school. Today here, i think i roughly recap what's the situation, get it into my head before i take any actions or say anything.

Recently, our club has always lack in strength. It's malu enough that we have to turn to mercenaries to cover up our strength for lion dance. Once mercs finish their business, shifu will pay them. Other clubs, somehow manage to have better strength.

In an attempt to save the current strength, AL and I tried creating new training routines to keep students feeling more interested to train up. From what i understand from AL, JL's dream is to revive wai woo. But it ain't an easy task. We need fresh blood to commit. JL has helped to pulled numerous students to wai woo. Minyee, Keith, Sheila, Ivan, Daniel, Jia Jie, Ah Ben, Wei xin and most probably Ying Sian. From these, some have left the club due to their personal reasons.

The solution to counter problem like "lack of strength" surfaces, especially when ah liang, shifu's son insulted ah ben and wei xin, especially for wei xin's current wushu club. As a result, JL isn't happy and both he and wei xin has plans for revenge. Besides that, it has been said that ah liang insult and the way he talks to people make many potential student shunt from the club. About ah liang, forgive me but i can only say he abnormal in his thinking.

JL felt that with ah liang's existance in the wushu club, it could mean that less students, less reputation for wai woo. Solutions appear and somehow, me, ain't that supportive. For once, i've grew tired of such business and don't want a hand in it. But somehow, i was pulled inside into this issue. My concern is that ah liang is shifu's son, what can we do about it. And I kinda support what shifu say, just ignore ah liang. Saying is hard as JL and wei xin couldn't ignore.

Let me revise my points again that ah liang could be the factor that seems to cause problems in our club's strength.

Whatever it is, this saturday, JL, AL and me will talk to shifu about this issues. We'll highlight what happen and see whether solutions can be made.

Regarding what JL said about shifu saying he's disappointed in us not learning things, i got pissed off there la, i should have calm down but i let my emotions run again. I hope i have better control in the future.

I don't know whether to wash my hands off everything or take up the challenge in attempting to make the club a better club for everyone.

I got a friend who want to realise his dream, so shouldn't I as a friend help him attain his goal when he needs me help? I should because he's my friend and he treat me as a friend.

Ok la, 1st step, AL, JL and me, we gonna talk to shifu about this issue. It might not work out but at least we take a 1st step. The 1st step to help JL reach his dreams.......