Yesterday night, had troubles sleeping. Thought about NS again. One side of my brain says sianz. Another side of my brain kinda excited for this life. Perhaps because i am always interested in military novels, military stuff. Suddenly realise i love my freedom and that freedom will be lost soon.

Today, went down for a jog. Did 11 pull-ups and 40 sit-ups. 2 uncles at the fitness stations were argueing about the standards of the sit-ups for their age. Rather amusing as neither wanna lose in their arguements. In the end, one of them ask me about the sit-up standard, i say do 40 sit-ups in a minute...can liao. Too bad though, me myself can't even reach that stage.

I'm feeling weaker, perhaps because i slack down on my training. What worries me most in PT will be my push-ups, sit-ups and jogging. Also worried about not getting enough sleep as I'm that kind of guy who wants to have enough sleeping hours.

So why today 3 rounds seems tough? Maybe I didn't have proper lunch, maybe i didn't drink enough water before hand, maybe i run too fast for the 1st lap...too much reasons... but still can't change the fact that 3 rounds is tough for me...zzz

Like what shishu says, reasons only tend to make you lazier or give up on certain things.

Hmm, ah mao say i shouldn't jog everyday, like that injure muscle, he recommend strength training. Hmm...well...i think i gonna suffer in BMT...zzz