Wasted day?

DAMN IT...

Decided to sleep at 1.30am. Ended up falling asleep at 3.30am. Felt tired, or rather felt it's time to sleep, but the more i wanna sleep, i can't sleep. And it's like i started to go crazy also. I guess i'm at my weakest psychologically when the matter is about sleep. Perhaps is the chocolate bar i ate around 1am, which energise me. Hopefully, can get a good night sleep today. 3 nights didn't sleep well. And every morning...i will sneeze...zzz

Today, reached sembawang to teach JL (Ji Liang) maths, thought JL will be in school uniform...but...he turn up in tee-shirt, cargo pants and shoes. Perhaps the 1st time see him wear these. The last time when AL, JL, and I go orchard, he didn't even wear that, if i didn't remembered wrongly. He turn up in tee-shirt, 3/4 pants and slippers.

So it's like...i started to teach him maths at mac. As time drags by...he started to get distracted...periodically taking out his phone, checking his sms. Then he told me that Jia Min, one of Ting ting's friends is coming.

5 minutes passed, he said Jia Min is at KFC and decided to go there. He was surprise to see Ting ting and another friend, together with Jia Min. Anyway, i started to teach JL maths again but he is like getting more and more distracted...phone is also out of his pocket.

Realise he was actually sms-ing Ting ting, who was just sitting on the table next to ours. And Ting ting just wouldn't show JL her face, and JL keep asking her to turn around, and asking Ting ting's friend to psycho ting ting to turn around.

Ask him solve 2x+7=5...also can take him 1 and a half mins, which i took only 10 secs, 9 times of the time i took. In the end, i ask him, do you want to stop...he said...give him 15 minutes of break. Too bad though, the tuition actually ends there.

JL received an sms...describing about me looking fierce...wonder did i scare them off or what...who cares...

They continue with that kind of "dating" game, where Ting ting and JL exchange sms while Ting ting all the while enver look at JL. What a stupid kind of game. Childish. And there i was...watching these happening for "don't-know-how-long". Perhaps when i am in sec 2, i might also behave the same way. Who knows...lol

After that, Ting ting and friends left KFC...think they go home. Then JL's mood change. He become sianz and buay song, feel like hitting people. He even thought of blocking Ting ting and friends on msn. A total change, which till now, i don't understand why.

He told me, today, he saw 1 young couple, perhaps 1 year younger than him. The guy was like groping at the girl all over. JL saw already felt like beating the couple up!! Jealous? I got no idea.
At least he stead before, and then pang seh his stead, which obviously is a wrong choice.

What about me? I'm hitting BIG 20 in few months time, and haven't got a single stead. Yet...i'll be wishing for the day where i'll also be hugging my gf in public...hahaha... =p

I think my day was wasted today. Was my efforts worth it in an attempt to help JL improve on his maths? I don't know. Maybe wasted. Did ask him a few questions on some thinngs i previously taught him, and he can't even remember how to do!! I felt like giving up...

Well, next week, sat going NS, will have less chance to blog... Life gonna change, will be changing from a boy to a man...