Demoralise...(Online diary)

Thought there might be activities today, but nope, there are none. Played FF7(Final Fantasy 7) in the morning, up till 1400 hrs. Got sick of it. AL called me at 1500 hrs, said that he going to toon siong's house to collect something, and ask me whether i wanna go. As there's a chance to drive, I say ok. Had lunch/dinner at 1700 hrs, near toon siong's house downstairs. Then drove back home on AL's car, pack my bag, and went over to Ang Mo Kio.

Reach Ang Mo Kio at 1845 hrs. The lazy evening and the after-lunch/dinner effects making me sleepy. Taught Minyee a bit of Bian Da Quan before wushu training starts.

Shi Xiong starts the real training routine. Good to have him taking control. He have better leaderships qualities and have the ability to set good example to juniors.

I felt that i wasted my poly years without training hard for wushu. What's worse, my foundation on horse stance sucks to the core. NS is coming, i still lazy to train up more, guess I gonna suffer inside. Most importantly, stamina must be train. Shuang dao drains my energy quite fast. Was already panting half-way through, and when i reach the stage where i have to "kun3 tang2", my wrist and forearms felt lock, and i seems to lost control of my "dao1", letting it hit the ground a few times when i am doing "kun tang".

Sad, not much improvements. Felt restless for the whole training, complain that i run out of energy. Perhaps I'm hungry, that might explain the loss of energy. 4 more wushu training and i have to enlist liao. Hopefully, got to see some more improvements. Just realise that improvements can be a morale to drive you to train harder.

Conclusion, today training, i wasted the 2nd half of the training time. Next time, think i should eat some light snack 45 misn before training. Must tell myself that patience is the key to success. Perservere and hard-work will bring about rewards(hopefully it did)...

Tried to hold the punching bag, while Ji Liang kicks. Just after the 1st kick, my old injury on my left wrist appear. WTF...so weak...zzz. Now the left wrist hurt...zzz

About my training schedules, perhaps i'll add "dao" training on weekdays to have the higher probability of having my skills improved. Erm..maybe jog 2-3 times per week, then the rest of the days go practise "dao" or go swimming.

Shishu seems disappointed with AL, maybe the next one would be me...